Intuitive Shamanic Wizard

Remember in the movie “Papillon” (if you don’t remember this movie or it was before your time, google it and watch it. Its great!) when Steve McQueen had to go into solitary confinement (no! not that time in “The Great Escape”) on Devils Island and another prisoner stuck his head out of a hole in his cell door and said “how do I look”?  Well that’s the way I feel with all of these energy portals we’ve been going through, from the perspective of the prisoner, Steve Mcqueen, and the person watching the movie! All at the same time! Think about it. You feel like this too. Yes?

Passing through energy portals or gateways with numerical designations was popularized by Solara and the first 11:11 gateway 20 years ago. Now I’m not saying she invented the idea of passing through portals because that is as old as well….birth. I’m saying she “popularized” designating a particular portal focused in time and space, naming it,  preparing to pass through that portal, passing through the portal, then noticing what has changed (in other words “how do I look”?).

Relative to my source I am always the same, nothing changes. How I look is always relative to the field of change around me and who is doing the looking. In other words, what relative expression of myself is looking, and what relative expression of myself is being looked at, and what relative expression of myself is the “movie set” this is all taking place in.

So if you are feeling somewhat discombobulated by the energy shifts you are experiencing, remember to find your still point inside you. From that unchanging point of view, observe all the other points of view you have expressed yourself as. Also remember your expressions are a grand movie you created for the purpose of experiencing your grand self. Watching all the movies you have produced will also inspire you to create your next advancement in movie paradigms. Roll ‘em Lester!  www.grosenberg.com

Growing up I loved Thanksgiving, because we got to have a huge meal and usually had guests over in addition to our family of seven. We ate in the formal dinning room. (The rest of the year we ate in the kitchen dinning area, because my father claimed we were plebeian, not formal). We had turkey and goose (my father thought turkey was too dry) sweet potato casserole, homemade stuffing that the turkey was really stuffed with. Canned cranberry sauce. Pumpkin and apple pie.

But it was really Turkey day, not Thanksgiving because we never gave thanks for anything. It was more of a harvest celebration than an appreciation of the bounty we were enjoying. We were a Jewish family, but our religious observance  was relegated to weekend temple attendance by the kids and only high holiday and bar Mitzvah attendance by the adults. So we didn’t pray at home and didn’t say a rote (or even heart centered) prayer of thanksgiving over our food. This in itself became an actual blessing for me because I was not programmed for performing rote actions or programmed to offer obeisance to a beneficent God.

Today I do perform what  most  people would call prayer over my food. The word God and prayer have limited connotations that I don’t relate to. Prayer is known as a way to address God, usually to ask Him for something or thank Him for bestowing something already received. This particular God is the God of the Jews/Christians/Islamics. He is the all powerful “I AM THAT I AM”. But wait! If Jehova/Yaweh (some of his many names) is really the creator of all that is, why does he need your Worship? Why would he need to punish you if you didn’t follow his orders? Why does he need your energy? (Where your attention goes your energy flows.) I’m going to allow you to figure this out on your own. Here is a link that may help you to put this into perspective. http://www.scribd.com/doc/65820653/The-Archons-and-Gaia.

For those of you that think you are escaping this conundrum by calling on your “I Am Presence”, is the presence you are calling on any different than “I AM THAT I AM”?

Rather than being grateful in the sense of being thankful, I choose to be appreciative of my experience. Being appreciative puts me in closer resonance to that which I am appreciating. To me it is more a state of sharing, rather than giving or receiving. More  a state of being than a state of doing. At one with, instead of indebted to. My acknowledgment of unification. My acknowledgment of Truth.  www.grosenberg.com

Ooooh its so beautiful outside! The sky is so blue and the color of the leaves against ithe sky is so electric and full of life. The animals are so lively and everything smells so good. Life is grand……….WTF IS HAPPENING TO ME……..HELP!!!!!!!!!!

Feel familiar? Everything is sailing along smoothly, life is wonderful, you are content, and then all of a sudden it all falls apart and you are in some disjointed dream and you don’t know which end is up……………then it all balances out and life is grand again.

Well please get used to it. The next few days and weeks are a roller coaster ride beyond your imagination. And you can experience this as life is grand without the WTF IS HAPPENING!!!! part. If you are reading this, then you are already awake. Because you are awake, you can choose to be conscious of all the energetic changes around you and take action to remain balanced. Literally ground yourself to the earth when necessary. Hug a tree if you are able. By all means, meditate. And remember to breath. If you remember to stay conscious and follow your heart, this ride will be really fun!

You say you don’t have time to do all that? The reality is you don’t have time not to do all that! You have been thrown into the pool and its deep. There is nothing more important than focusing on floating and moving through the water!

And stop fretting about the people around you who are not (at least in your opinion) Awake. Everyone is going to end up in the pool. You don’t have to be the one to push them in. When they hit the water they will wake up. It may be a shock, but they will have you to remind them to float and move through the water with ease and grace. www.grosenberg.com

Aaawwwww. Isn’t that hummingbird cute! And so joyful! And here comes another one to share the abundance of trumpet vine flowers with its brethren. How sweet! He’s zooming in like a dive bomber yelling “bugety, bugety, bugety”, nearly impaling the other one and literally scaring the crap out of him. Then he hovers in front of my face yelling at me as if I wanted his nectar too.

Now I’m not saying I don’t love these little critters. Especially when they hover near me,  and take their nectar, and look me in the eye, before they buzz away. They do seem to embody joy. And if one is feeling down, it does help to focus on this joy and bring it into one’s heart.

But do you see what is going on here? The hummingbird symbolizes joy to us humans, but it is as much a symbol of competition for resources, and aggressive action to secure them. We just choose to not see this aspect of hummingbird. Third dimensional life involves the experience of duality. If you are here to learn something (and I don’t support the idea that “learning” is your ultimate purpose here), it’s to become adept at existing in the middle ground between positive and negative. In other words, just being.

So “being” on the planet at this time is about having experiences and remaining in balance as you have them. You can focus on having “positive” experiences and really getting in to them, but you won’t be able to sustain riding that crest, because the negative experiences are just as much a part of this third dimensional trip as the positive ones. That’s how this reality was designed to function.

Now if you were consciously creating a reality for beings to experience, would you, having already experienced such a reality, recreate something similar. Would you create a world where beings had to consume each other to survive. Let us remember that plants and minerals are conscious beings and plants must also consume minerals to survive.

What’s that you say? Why even think about this when you’re never going to be in that hypothetical position? Well, here is an alarm waking you up to your true reality and purpose. You are the new human. Your DNA contains all the experience there is in this Universe. You are receiving daily infusions of higher frequency light which is activating dormant aspects of your DNA. You are a condenser for this light to assist Mother Earth, of which you are an integral part, to integrate these higher frequencies which are moving her through her own ascension process. She, on a 3D level is becoming a higher frequency being of light. In other words she is becoming a sun!

And if you choose to organically ascend with the Earth, what are you becoming? You have all the experience that exists in this universe of light. You have all that is necessary to create your own Universe. This Universe is composed of light and its varying degrees. Can you create something composed of something else? Will you create dueling hummingbirds?   www.grosenberg.com

Bed bugs? Ewe! Those @#$#$%*&^ vampire suckers are creations from hell. Hmmm. Is that what the bed bugs think? Or roaches, or ticks, or mice, or deer? Whoa! Wait a minute! Deer? How can I equate deer with those other pests? Why didn’t I include mosquitoes?

These are all manifestations of consciousness. The ewe factor has to do with your judgment of these life forms, which depends on why you created the experience of them in your life and how you dealt with it. For those with food and flower gardens involving a considerable investment in time, effort, and treasure, a cute, gentle deer can be the most vile of pests.

The nature of a third dimensional reality, with fourth dimensional overtones, is to provide you with challenges which stimulate your growth. If you lived in the garden of eden, there would be no impetus for you to expand your consciousness, or have experiences that require you to create. And after all, its all about creation. Pure consciousness is boring!

I believe the reason we have each created our reality as such, is to gain experience to be prepared for our rebirth into creators of our own universe! (Notice, I said rebirth not birth) It is the time for you to remember this, because the earth itself is also a creative being who is moving on in her own creative evolution.

Mother Earth, from a third dimensional perspective, has an ego just like you. She feels the pain of what is going on in her body, and deals with those challenges, just as you have been dealing with your challenges. But Gaia/Sofia, Earth’s Higher Self, does not have this egoic experience, any more than your Higher Self does. One’s Higher Self provides for the experiences which are most appropriate for your personal progress, ultimately into creator beings of your own universes.

Mother Earth/Gaia/Sofia is preparing to ascend into a fifth dimensional being of light. So are you. The transformation is well under way. (Duh!) Duality does not exist the same way in the fifth dimension as it does on the 3rd/4th. Your consciousness is love based on the fifth dimension. You resonate with different types of creation. Do you think or feel that a consciousness manifesting as a bed bug can even exist in the higher frequency of the fifth dimension?

As we are experiencing the final challenges of an ascending, transforming Earth, of which we are an integral part, it will become increasingly important for you to take the time to quite and ground yourself. Connect with Gaia/Sofia, the earth’s Higher Self, rather than with the ego of earth. This is essential to an organic ascension to a fifth dimensional consciousness.

Oh! You say you don’t have the time to meditate and ground yourself because you are too busy just dealing with your 3D challenges? Bullshit! You found time to read this didn’t you?      www.grosenberg.com

HEAR NO EVIL                    SEE NO EVIL             SPEAK NO EVIL

DO NO EVIL

I’m just sayin’…..or not

Are you still a slave? Be honest now. I’ll help you decide. A slave is a person who is excessively dependent on or controlled by something or someone. So do you worship someone or something? Then, you are a slave! Do you worship something to make sure you will get into heaven? Being in heaven is a state of freedom! So how can you be free if you still worship something.

Worship is the feeling or expression of reverence for a deity. Now that you know, you can stop being a slave to that deity! (You atheists can stop patting yourselves on the back. Money and such is also a deity!) What deity worth their salt would require worship? One that is desirous of taking any energy you possess for themselves? If all that is comes from a divine source, why does that source need your energy? The answer is simple and obvious.  It doesn’t! Wake up for God’s sake! Which God’s sake should you wake up for? YOU!

There! I’ve set you free. But I guess Godhood and freedom take a little getting used to. After all, the Jews had to wander the desert for 40 years till all the old slave paradigms and mental constructs died off. (At least relative to the human slave masters! They never were able to shake the slavery to deity!)

Time, as I’m sure you’ve noticed, is speeding up. You don’t have or need 40 years! OK! Mark your calendars! I’ll give you 40 days! Now don’t ever say I’m not benevolent!!

Oh, by the way, feeling gratitude from your heart is way different from worship and it behooves any infallible God to be in expression of it.

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We are now seeing those folks who are acting out of service to self and dedication to power and control begin to fall. Some are losing their power and control and money. Others who who refuse to surrender will go to jail. How are you reacting to these occurrences. Are you gloating? Gloat means to contemplate or dwell on one’s success or another’s misfortune with smugness or malignant pleasure.

In a twisted sense, it feels good to gloat. Those guys (and dolls) deserved what they got for doing what they did to us and the planet. Um, don’t they? Really? Do you have the full story of what happened and why they acted as they did? Were you in any way complicit in the drama? Does it serve you in a useful way to give these folks and this crumbling paradigm any focus or energy?

What best serves you now is to act from your heart and integrate the continuing higher light frequencies that are increasingly available to you. Any attention, other than conscious detached observation, that you focus on this old deteriorating paradigm only serves to prolong the process. Focusing on the emotions wrapped up in the drama only lowers or puts a damper on your vibratory frequency.

Rather than feeding your attachments to the old matrix, go to your heart and ask for higher guidance on how to proceed into the new paradigm. Your heart is the only place to go to receive clarity in this magnificent time of transition. It feels way better than gloating.  It feels……..

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If you are anything like me (god forbid!) you are getting a bit impatient with this consciousness shift, eclipse sandwich, crumbling of social institutions, etc. It feels like I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop so I know what action to take next. Sound familiar? Problem is, how will I ever see when that other shoe drops, while I am under the first one that dropped! And who says there is only going to be one more shoe?

Folks think I am a patient person because I made all those detailed tapestries and wands that took a lot of  time (and seemingly patience) to create. The patience was not in the physical creation part. I was so impatient to see the given project finished, that I kept working and working until it was complete. Once I had the inspiration to create the piece, I didn’t need patience. I could act! There was nothing I could really do (although I tried!) to hasten the process. The patience came in waiting for the inspiration. In knowing in what direction to proceed.

Right now I find myself in a similar situation. I am surrounded by fog and its not just because its been raining here on top of the mountain and I am literally in a cloud! Just like the sun always, eventually, burns away the fog, I know the sun will soon illuminate my path. It always does and always has. I just require being patient for a little bit longer…….

I personally am still in transition mode relative to the eclipses and all they have wrought, so I don’t have much definitive information to post. I’ll let you know as soon as I reach a plateau. OMG what if there is no plateau?!